Help with purpose

Hi Brook.  I am in your scholars program and am having a little trouble.  I  seem to be stuck on trying to figure out my purpose.  Here is what I have but it seems vague: I want my purpose to be to live a life full of joy and positive energy so I can emit more positive energy into the “universe”.  I want to overcome my fears and be out there in the world.

I don’t know if this makes sense but I just can’t seem to figure this out.  I have missed a few assignments but am trying to get back on track.  Any input you might have would be greatly appreciated.

CJ Carman