How can I shine my light

Hello, I am in the process of becoming a better version of myself. I’ve been working on my identity, becoming more aware of my limiting beliefs, assuming responsibility, and practicing non-judgement. I feel like I am in between when I was and where I want to go aka The River of Misery, and I am up and down, up and down. I want to be able to let my light shine most of the time, even when I am feeling down (instead of hiding). I want to be myself and let myself shine.