How do I get over this?

I have planned an online course to offer, firstly, to my group class of students that I teach.

I started making the first video. And practicing it. I have started it over 700 times (exaggeration, but that is what it feels like). At times I am super confident in making the content. But then after trying I feel ashamed and wonder if what I am saying has any value that anyone would want. I hang out with my friends and think that I would be embarrassed to show them the video.

I just want to get it done because I know its my primal brain kicking in.

I would like some honest feedback about whether or not my video is good but I am too embarrassed to show it to anyone.

Please help!