How long does it take?

How long does it take to truly comprehend the Model (and other material) to effectively apply it to my life? I know this is a subjective question as each person is different and learns at a different pace, but I don’t feel like I’m getting it. This is my first month in scholars and I want to be making faster progress. It all feels so abstract to me. I want to understand the material better and feel confident in my application. I want to study it all day long, but that isn’t possible. So in the mean time, is there anything I can do to help comprehension? Please tell me it gets better. Please tell me that one day it will click and the light bulb will go off. Plese tell me I will start feeling better soon. Please tell me it is normal to feel ineffective at the beginning. Up until this month, I was listening to the podcasts and loving the “progress” I was making. That is why I decided to sign up for scholars. I knew that there was work to be done and I needed more guidance/help than a podcast could give me. But now that I’m in scholars, I feel like the aha moments and progress aren’t happening. The comprehension of the material….its not clicking. I almost feel like I need to sign up to go through the training to become a coach to truly understand how to apply the material. But of course that is not isn’t realistic right now. Thoughts….?