How to keep this feeling of freedom I am experiencing right now?


While everyone else is freaking out, I am strangely feeling so much freedom right now… I can finally do everything I want, whenever I want, with no schedule imposed! I can cook, garden, look after my daughter, practice music, be creative all the time!
How to keep this feeling of freedom once everything goes back to normal and I have to go teach at the conservatory again, with a schedule and a bunch of students I haven’t chosen? In a job that I don’t love with a fixed schedule, for a pay that’s not even that good, I can’t find the thought that will make me feel free… I know it comes from my brain, but how to find a thought that I can believe?..