How to overcome resistance

I feel a lot of shame because I used not having my nanny as an excuse to not do the work earlier. Now she is here, and I am hiding behind a flu. I haven’t structured my strategy for the full-time coaching business which starts the 31st of May. I am not in any uniform belief. The only thing I am practising is how I’m pathetic. Accessing a belief of a successful practice is unattainable.