hustling for love (2)

In my previous question I asked about people pleasing I’ve been doing in my relationships and one of the response questions was “why do you think it’s hard to be loved?”
And I think that’s my problem. I guess I’m estranged from my family and I don’t have many friends. I have one friend who I really trust but most of my time when I’m not working I’m alone. This makes me feel like it’s hard to be loved. If It was easy, I’d have friends and family. I’m okay being alone but It’s not what I’d prefer. I guess that makes me feel when anyone comes along who I think could be a friend or a partner, I’m afraid they’ll leave like everyone. Because everyone else has left.