I have been bingeing and purging most of my life ( I am 50) . I cannot find the predominant thought that is leading to it. I feel, restless.
C: Bulimia
T: I don’t want my life, my thoughts
F: restless
A: binge
R: purge

C: Purge
T: I will never get control
F: Apathy
A: binge
R: purge