I am not beautiful


Can you help me on my models?

C : I am watching myself in the mirror
T : I am not beautiful
F : Disappointed
A : I change thoughts, I ask my boyfriend for reassurance, I try to think about something else.
R : … ??

C : I am watching myself in the mirror I see wrinkles
T : I am getting older and less attractive.
F : Scared
A : I change thoughts, I watch young girls, I compare myself in a negative way, I ask my boyfriend if he is going to leave me or cheat me…
R : … ??

C : I see a beautiful girl
T : My boyfriend will prefer her and want her
F : Jealous
A : I ask my boyfriend if he is going to leave me or cheat me, sometimes I cry,
R : I feel ashamed of myself,

It sounds trivial but I have some real difficulties with the subject (i.e. me being replaced by another one)

C : …
T : I will be replaced by a more beautiful woman
F : scared
A : crying, asking for attention
R : I feel so lame …

Thanks