I deserve more

I joined this group because I wanted to be an employee but now I am starting to think have thoughts about wanting to be more involved and being an “owner” or “partner”.
I am doing more so I feel like I deserve more money.

This thought seems to my issue. I am feeling stubborn about admitting that I was wrong. I am feeling “disappointed” in myself even though I know “logically” that it is okay to change my mind. I am being self-critical of my current thoughts because they are different than before.
My current thoughts are “I am doing more. I am a valuable leader at my workplace and I should be partner.” My old thoughts were “I do not want to be partner, I want to be an employee, I do not want more work/responsibility”

I know it’s a lot…
Thank you for your help