I don’t know how to feel – lp

Last week I had a realization that there is a whole other world within my body that I have not been aware of at all – feelings. When I’m doing models, I often have no idea what I am feeling. I sometimes intellectualize it, like it seems the thought would cause anger or whatever but I don’t actually feel it at all. It’s like just numbness. It’s hilarious to me that it’s taken me a year in scholars to learn this. And I’m so grateful. I feel a whole world had opened up. I guess my work is to feel and sit with it. Seems obvious. Thank you. You know, for many years I wanted to join something where I could learn the skills to be in amazing relationships, change my overspending and learn how to be an entrepreneur. Can’t believe how perfect scholars is. Thank you