I have put on a lot of weight.
And my biggest problem is that i don’t recognize myself, i feel that i am not myself, it’s like
my body doesn’t reflect who i am on the inside.
In my mind, i am athletic, i am dynamic, i am feminine… but my body is just disgusting and heavy.
I feel i am not legitimate as a role model for my daughter or as a coach.
I am too overweight and ugly.
I also face a cancer, so it doesn’t help me to lose weight due to the drugs.
I am determined to lose weight, and what i would like to get coached on first is this difference between
my body image and who i feel i am on the inside.