I have no idea what to do

I have no idea what to do- I have learned pieces here and there and tried the model workbook but am so lost. There was a new orientation call I missed – where can I find it to watch it? What else can I do? I watched Brooke’s intro but am spinning my wheels and need some guidance-  guidance with how to use my time daily to move forward on a path? Can’t seem to join a call using zoom for some reason, need help sorting through feelings to work in a model with. Any assistance would be most appreciated! Thank you!