I’m a freelancer. I’ve got a new commission, I’ve got to deliver the work at the end of July and it’s paid 12,000 euros. My brain is telling me: there is too much things to do and not enough time. It’s a lot of money. I have to work hard to deserve all this money. I will have to work like hell. I don’t have a lot of time, I can’t give the best of myself, it won’t be good and the clients and public will be disappointed.

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C commission paid 12,000 euros
T I have to work very hard to deserve this amount of money
F pressure
A ruminate, devaluate what I imagine to produce, work under pressure, overwork, don’t enjoy any free time, think about it all the time
R I exhaust myself and I make it impossible for me to earn more money in the long term

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C commission paid 12,000 euros
T I can learn how to work less and earn more money
E self confidence
A take example on other people, set a calendar, work when I have decided to work, don’t work when I have decided not to work, find ways to be more effective, finish on time, don’t overthink it, don’t devaluate my work, find other commissions like this one
R I learn how to become a richer and more relax professional

I still feel the pressure in my guts. I just have to practice my intentional model? Thanks for the feedback!