I have totally screwed up :(

Hi Brooke

I have been doing my homework on blame. My sister and I have not spoken in over 3 years, she plagiarized my work, put it in a book, sold it as her own and made a heap of money doing it, when I was at one of the lowest points in my life. When she got married some years ago she kicked me out of her wedding party without saying why when my baby has just been stillborn, so I have made these events mean that she has rejected me, that she did not care about me, that she is a super mean sister and one that keeps hurting me. I have just realised with a crushing blow what an enormous mess out of our relationship. I feel so ashamed and devastated that I didn’t know better, if I had I could have prevented this from happening. I have tried to reach out to my sister numerous times, sending texts to see if we can catch up to talk, sending her gifts in the mail which she won’t accept, writing to her etc I have in my model that I love my sister no matter what but the guilt and shame I feel is massive. I just don’t know what to do now. I would appreciate your input. Many thanks Bridget