I messed up – means I’m defective.

One thing I am not good with lately is reading all of my mail on time. Then I find I’ve missed something – a check has expired or I was supposed to do something sooner. I tell myself I am messing up and feel crappy. Like a no-good person.  I’m not sure if I just need to open my mail sooner, or if I need to say something different to myself, but it is a familiar bad feeling.