I think I am better than the others


I am used to taking care of myself and my problems alone since I was a child.
Since I am grown up, I keep on refusing other’s help.

My thoughts are:
“Those are my problems.”
“I can handle them alone.”
“I am better than you.”
“I can only believe in myself and not rely on anyone.”

I feel proud when I manage my problem by myself even if the result is a lot of physical and emotional fatigue.

I don’t know why I do that.

I know it’s my ego that gets in my way. I want to prove I am the best mom ever.

But, I also know that it’s not sustainable in the long term.

Thank you