I want to forget my ex toxic husband


I am divorcing from my husband who used to try to control me.
He never succeeded until he asked me to have a baby with me and when I got pregnant, he asked me to abort, which I did.

But then, I decided to leave him.

I left him 6 months ago but can’t stop thinking about him.

It makes me sad and I have lost my happiness and the motivation that I love.

Now I want to forget him
I want to forget that I did abortion and
I want to clean myself from this relationship before moving on to a new one

I really have all I want to be happy but can’t go on without getting rid of this story

Need help please