Impossible Goal 2020

When I frame my goal as being impossible, I feel demotivated and like I don’t even want to bother trying. I’ve had the same impossible goal for the last 2 years and I have made some progress but haven’t hit it. I think I also don’t have a hard enough why. My goal is to make 100k, pay off debt and save. But my why for doing it is not really compelling. I’m struggling to find a good reason to go after it. I know I’ll need to find a reason to make more money and money in and of itself isn’t motivating me. Especially bc I have a lot of negative emotion when I think about making offers. Sometimes I think of the designer and influence I can have and that feels more inspiring. When I think of helping others get their work out to the world, that feels more compelling. How do we find a compelling reason?