Would you be able to help me with the below?

C I have been trying to conceive for 5 years unsuccessfully despite medical help. I’ve wanted to be a mother since I was very young and am now 35.
T I might never have a baby
F very sad
A crying a lot, avoiding seeing pregnant friends, thinking about the worst case scenario, focusing on trying to conceive
R My result is still don’t have a baby and not sure that will ever happen for me.

I can’t see how I could think or feel more positively when being a mother was always my dream especially when I see a lot of people around me having babies which I feel makes it harder.

thank you very much