Inherited Money

As I look at my past and how that has created my present I am seeing a disconnect, an unstable link between my thoughts and results lines. I don’t fully feel I created this reality. It is true that I have moments of feeling abundant, but more more often, feeling scarcity.

C money in investment account that was inherited, not earned
T there’s never enough money to live a life I choose. I am not able to earn enough money to support myself
F I did not create it, I don’t have faith in myself to earn money to support myself
A making artwork
R no income

How can I see a link from my circumstance to my thoughts more clearly? I know that I have money currently, but I feel it needs to be saved for some future need since I don’t trust my own ability to create it and support myself moving forward.

Many thanks!