Is this ok or am I just lazy?

I have worked 33 years in nursing and the last 15 years as a Nurse Practitioner. I quit my job in October because of the stress. I have money and a wonderful husband. I need to work to pay for my health insurance but otherwise we are pretty comfortable. I’m starting to look at nursing jobs in less stressful areas so I have time to work on myself. The thought that comes up, ” am I choosing a less stressful job and not living up to my potential because i’m lazy or unmotivated? Keeps coming up. This program is all about growing. What if you are tired of growing and evolving and just want to be. Is that ok or just a cop out? I just want to enjoy myself and not worry about anyone else. Just take care of me.