Hello Brooke,

I started your program in Jan of this year…I have started many programs but have never lasted this long…My name is Angela (Po as you get to know me).

Oh my goodness May and relationships….WHAAAAT…I always thought my husband was wrong, I really, really did…I have been shaming him for his bad behavior. So scared to let go…I actually never knew how much it was me…I listened to this months pod cast Love 2.0…hmmm. I have so much forgiveness for him and myself.

I over drink…I over eat too…sooo, over eating is my focus (to be clear in print, over eating is my focus because it is easier than over drinking)…because (as you said…maybe I don’t want to quit drinking)…

Brooke I am not perfect. I have a “story” that I do not want to define me…I am going to be very honest…I am learning…and some days I am really good A+ at feeling urges and really understanding what I am doing…and then some days…I drink a bottle of wine and sit and cry because I really do want something different…but I still drink… Conceptually I want to say “yes” I NEVER want to want food/alcohol…

I know my husband, wise beyond words just love me…that is where pod cast #164 rocked me…I over drink and he just loves on me…May work…

My question for you…I really don’t like being alone with myself. 4 months and I do not like me. I am successful, confident…but…

What is your favorite start to like yourself podcast, about forgiving yourself…for really being compassionate. I am just trying to love myself…I really am trying…

If all else fails, I am pretty confident my husband caused everything…lol…
I truly appreciate what you do…It has really impacted my life. Thank you.
Ps…when I started, I was like YAA…THIS IS AMAZING!!!!!!
…now…I still think this is amazing but in lower case letters until I can process it.
Ang (PO)