(Jessica) Buffering?

Hi! I have found myself in a bit of a spot. I have made great progress and I am starting to let my mind open for possibilities past weight loss like how to earn more money. Recently, I have become complacent with my measuring and planning on weekends and noticed a small weight gain. I have not been doing thought downloads and my mind is left to its own devices. Then I shut my mind down and get back to the weight loss goal, since I never quite hit the goal. I am not sure if I am buffering with weight loss, scared to think beyond what I will do if I loose the #10 or becoming complacent with my last #10 goal. See now I am buffering in confusion. Thoughts?