Job apathy


I am so apathetic about my job. Every day I wake up, I say: “I don’t want to do this.” I used to compare and despair, thinking my colleagues were better at my job than me. Now, I don’t even care. I don’t aspire to be that good at it. I’m trying to do some thought work around this because I’m really trying to figure out why I don’t want to do my work assignments. I’m buffering with Netflix right now instead of working on assignments. Everyday, the thought is: “I don’t want to do this anymore.” I know that this is a negative thought loop. It’s not serving me. But also, I hope to leave my position at some point. Thing is, I’m pretty sure that this is not the right mindset to leave my job in. I’m afraid this apathy might carry over into whatever other work I do. What do you think might be a good thought to start examining during my thought work? Any other guidance? Thanks!