This month brought a lot of awareness of my urge to avoid doing something just because of some anticipated negative feeling of awkwardness, discomfort, uncomfortableness or whatever. I dared myself to be “brave” and do it anyway and in the process have gotten better at just allowing the feeling be there, feel the bodily sensations and let it pass. Because as you say, it’s really not that bad!
Oh and that money bonus call was amazing! Exactly what I needed to hear.
Can’t wait to meet you in person next month!