I feel as if I made/am making a mistake in that I did/am not kissing my ex-husband’s butt enough.
C: Divorce, pick an issue, about 50
T: He wouldn’t be such a jerk if I was kissing his but more.
A: Beat myself up for not being better at faking and also disgusted by the idea of pretending to feel a way I do not. Also tell myself it doesn’t matter anyway, at this point he will be a jerk whatever I do.
I do not know the R here.
My desired R is that I am caring for myself, recognizing my worth, and making money.