Leg pain and dysfunction

My body isn’t working how I want it to. I have pain which makes it very hard to walk and I don’t like that.
I had a hip replacement and a shot in my other leg so that I could walk, but I am still having such a hard time walking and it hurts so much.

I’m really upset, sad, mad, and disappointed. I’m on vacation with my family. I want to be different very much. I don’t want to accept this.
I feel disabled and I don’t want to be. I have a young son and can’t do the things I want to do with him. This is preventing me from being the person I want to be.

What can I do, I want things to be different?