Legitimate doubt or temptation of quitting?


Dear coach, I am at the very first steps at building my business. I have taken a master certification after a costly training program in what has become now my field of expertise. The reason why I took the program at the beginning was to prove to myself that I was capable of doing it as a full time mum. It was a big challenge but in spite of my tremendous fear, I went through and I succeeded. Now I realise that it would be silly to stop and not to take advantage of that master qualification and therefore I am building this business which has not been launched yet. My project is quite ambitious and I am willing to take the risk I guess but the thought that maybe deeply I don’t want to do it keeps coming back in my thought downloads. I have been considering it as a temptation of quitting and therefore addressing it and simply allowing it to be. But what if it were a legitimate thought and that I am only building the business to somehow justify the expense that I have made? I have been doing models on both thoughts:

Model 1
C I am working on a business
T I don’t want to do it
F doubtful
A I am allowing the feeling to be here
R I follow through

Model 2
C I am working on a business
T I don’t want to do it
F doubtful
A I am allowing the feeling to be here
R I change my perspective
and both models feel right to me.

Am I missing something here?

A deep thank you!