Letting go of the past

I can’t seem to wiggle the past loose right now. W/ my own clients I would say, we need to release the emotions so the mind can let go.

However, the emotion seems to be stuck, I keep trying to release it – I have so much anger.

– that I worked so hard and didn’t get results in my life that I wanted
– that I’ve basically been w/o enough money my whole adult life to purchase what I needed like clothes
– that I am living in a car right now even w/ all I’ve done

I see the gifts and healing it brought – but I don’t want to live this way anymore and I can’t pay for a place right now.
I’m so angry.