I say this every month, but I love this topic. As I listened to all the pre videos the one thing that resonated with me, is that its important to start with loving and gaining a relationship within myself . My heart sank because I’d much rather focus on anyone but myself. Currently being 51 I’ve already spent decades looking in the mirror and “seeing an old woman with wrinkles”…finding faults about my body and assuming everyone sees what I do. Resulting in: Not being comfortable in social situations, even one on one. I pretty much stay in my cocoon and only come out when I have to show up professionally and pretend I got my crap together. I’m ready to kick this to the curb but have NO idea where to start. Granted, just being a member of the SCS this year has helped me tremendously and I’ve had leaps and bounds changes within but this still remains a struggle. Sorry for the generalized question but I”m curious what your thoughts are as I begin this month….