Maternity Leave

I am currently on maternity leave and will be for one year. Not only do I want to use this time to bond with my baby and enjoy being a mother of three, but I also want to take advantage of being away from my regular job and develop my relationship with myself. I continue to have the thought, I only have a year to make huge changes in my life before I have to go back to work. This makes me feel very pressured and leads me to not take massive action and be unproductive. From this I don’t create any changes in my life. I’m looking for help in creating thoughts that I can believe and feel good about for my next year. I want to feel accomplished and proud of myself and see that I have made big changes when I look back in a year.