Hello. I am a mother of 10 yo child. We are trying to have a second child, and I’ve just had my eighth miscarriage.

I have tried a lot of medical treatment with no success, I get pregnant but I do not know why I had miscarriages each time.

I feel desperate to tell myself that I would have to close this dream, that I am not going to have a second child, but this seems to become my reality.

I think I would like to try again but am hopeless.
I would feel more calm to try again, if I would be able to close this dream and accept the idea that I may not have a second child. Do you have any advice ? Thank you very much.