Miss The Coaching

Today I put the alarm early to prepare for my call, talked about it to my husband during breakfast and when I joined some minute before the beginning of the call the coach gently told me I was late and I was to be there 15 minutes before!!! I am so angry with myself and sad for not having my coach session. I didn’t check on the agenda and showed up at the ending time. My husband suggested not to try to give a reason for what happens but I have difficulty not beating myself up. Should I go on with my work of the month without trying to make it mean something or stop and consider my difficulties in coaching myself? I feel sad and sorry to having made the coach wait on me, I am really sincerely thankful for the great opportunity you gave us this month.