Mixed Feelings

I am single during the pandemic. I am having mixed feelings. Specifically, I very much miss the feelings of intimacy and closeness/feel good hormones released that I once experienced when I was with a sexual partner before the pandemic. However, I am terrified to “enjoy” men due to the existing COVID-19 guidelines, and I want to keep myself safe. I recognize that this is only temporary, but I’m having brain block about what thoughts I can have to recreate that original experience?