Model about wedding

Hi Brooke, I’m having a difficult time seeing my R in this model. Can you help?

C–#7K remaining for wedding expenses
T–I don’t like spending all of this money.
A–Create unrealistic budget; give up things that I want/enjoy to pay for wedding; bitch and loathe planning process; lash out; buffer
R–I have “not look forward to wedding” but that seems not right to me….

Thank you!