Model clarity

I am working full time and have decided to put my art business into high gear. I have a great deal of anxiety about the decision. While doing a thought download, an interesting thought came up. I am plugging it into the model but the model doesn’t feel clean yet.

C: work full time and am committed to growing art business.
T: If I work full time, I will be sacrificing my relationship with my children and family.
F: scared
A: put off art work to be with family. Also worry about family and their emotions when I am in my shop.
R: Both my family and art business suffers because I set a goal.

I can find lots of evidence that working full time doesn’t hurt my family relationships but some how I still believe that I am hurting them. How can I see evidence contradicting my thoughts and yet still believe them?