Model help – relationship

Hi Coach,

I have a model that I am struggling to see the R line for. I’m wondering if I should explore my T more, but I would like to see what result this T is creating. Can you help me with this?

C: Break up with a guy
T: It’s malicious of God to take him away
F: sad
A: eat ice cream, surround self with friends, drink a lot of wine, question my faith, cry, journal a lot.
R: I am powerless?