Model with intentional thought

My son didn’t call me for mother’s day. I’m trying to work on a model that helps me with this but I get stuck.
C. Son didn’t call me for mother’s day
T. I’m a toxic person for him
F. Heartbroken
A. I drank too much wine and had pizza
R. I don’t like myself

So, I want to change this so the result is “I love him and will respect his choice not to communicate with me. How do I get there?