Money mindset!!!!

Ive gone through the money mindset course, and recognize where my money scarcity mindset comes from (hello, childhood!). But i’m still having trouble moving into an abundance mindset. I think thoughts like “i am grateful for all the abundance that flows in my life” and “the money available for me to earn is infinite” but then i see my bank account and drop right back into “im broke.” Do i just need to keep practicing thoughts like “i have enough,” and “abundance is so present in my life”? Am i missing something? I see the complete value in SCS, but am considering cancelling the course because i keep seeing the numbers in my bank account going down and my scarcity mindset throws me into anxiety. Is this a mindset problem, or a cashflow problem? Or both?