Moving West

Hi Coaches.  I’d love some feedback on this model that will help me move toward the results of confidence and securing employment to afford my lifestyle.

C: I plan to move from NY to CA within the next few months, I have not secured a job in CA yet, I will use some emergency savings to pay for the move, I have secured a rental that costs slightly more than what I pay now, cost of living is slightly higher in this area of CA.
T: I won’t be able to afford my lifestyle
F: Failure
A: Critical self-talk, cry, search online for employment and supplemental opportunities, question myself, seek external validation that I’m worth hiring and paying
R: ????