My purpose and my goal

My purpose: I want to look at the beauty of the world, I want to find and enjoy the beauty of things. When I think of my goal of making 500K, it feels like it is a dream of a dreamer and that it is not aligned with my business goal.

After losing my job, I need to prove that my business is going to be a success. I do not feel I have made it yet or I am good enough as suggested in the last ‘Be alive workshop.’

Where to I start to feel good enough and to make my purpose and my goal both work?