Great question. If I took the ‘other people’ part out of it, what comes up is that I don’t want to learn certain areas because they do not interest me and that’s okay. If I had lots of things that I could choose to work on in my life, these things wouldn’t be it.
But I don’t stay in that thought too long. Soon after, another thought pops in my head that says, well, you’re being paid to be good at it so you need to be. From there, I feel guilt and shame. And it feels very true, like a C.