new thought ideas?

This work is helping me see many of the areas I’ve lived in non-emotional adulthood, where I’ve given others the responsibility for Earning money, taking financial care of me etc . A lot of why I have done this is tied to my own childhood , I’ve wanted my husband and society in general to provide support and other things I did not have when I was young. I see this now and I’m ready to make a change. I find myself focusing on the overwhelm , the grief of the years I have spent doing this , and the grief of the loss of those years and a story about not sure what to do next. Can you help me create some thoughts to lead me forward. I understand some of this I’ve just got to feel, but I think that some powerful new thoughts are required here to at this point. with thanks Laura