No matter what I do

My brain has this chronic thought pattern no matter what I do… it doesn’t work, or don’t make money, or doesn’t work out.

I’ve been working to change this belief for 17 months.

It was unconscious then I identified it.

It is still in there at more of an unspoken level – my mind isn’t saying this consciously but it will come up occasionally w/ Cs.

How do I get at it? How do I dismantle it?