Not sure of the result!

My model for peer coaching is:
C- CCP instructor has a PHD in psychology
T- she intimidates me
A-freeze up in class, procrastinating coaching practice outside of class, haven’t listened to class recordings, didn’t sign up of self coaching scholars
R- she’s self sabotaging??

I find it hard sometimes to pin down the R into a clear and powerful sentence connecting the model all together. The R always being the outcome of T, F, A- can it be self sabotage? Can the R be she’s beating herself up for not having a PHD?

If you have any pointers or tools to help build a super solid R, I would love to hear! Definitely doing my thoughts downloads and models around my confidence and ability but would love some help. Thank you so much!