Not taking action from future self

My goal is to have a million dollar net worth in three years. I put a plan in place and feel 100% confident it’s going to happen. My issue is that I am not showing up as that million dollar person right now. During the days I’m grumping, complaining and very low energy “who cares it doesn’t even matter to show up like that because I know I’ll get it anyway” kind of attitude. I want to feel excited, amazing, have high energy everyday and show up as that million dollar woman right now making these next three years at home with my children the best as possible. Any tips on how to get past this block? It’s almost like I feel that if I’m not getting any money back from a specific situation I think who cares and don’t put my best self in.

Thank you so much.