OMG! I just realized I DON’T believe in the model. HELP!

Today while listening to the “How to Feel Better” series, I realized I don’t believe in the model. I really don’t know/believe that my thoughts create my reality. I’ve been at this a while and intellectually I can say that I “get it,” but today it hit me like a ton of bricks that getting it intellectually it a far cry from getting it viscerally.

I want to get it viscerally. I know that once I do it will shift everything for me. No wonder my results that I’m getting because of my belief/thought “My thoughts do not create my reality” keep me feeling like I am banging my head against a wall. I see also that this thought is the one that keeps me stuck in victim mentality. As much as I’m ashamed to admit it, I often feel like the victim of my circumstances.

How can I move from head knowledge to heart knowledge here? I so want to know the freedom of understanding at the deepest level that I am the master of my own universe. The actual creator of my life, rather than a victim of life.

I’m off now to relistening to Brooke’s Podcast, Episode 262 “Believing in the Model.” Thanks!