OMG – it really IS 50/50!

I was doing my morning thought download today and was writing about how much I was dreading going for a run tonight, how cold it was, etc etc etc. I realized after about 2 paragraphs that I’d neglected to write about how I am the lowest weight I’ve been in 3.5 years! The thing I was SURE would bring me ALL the happiness and make EVERYTHING better…isn’t. Not that I’m not thrilled, mind you. I have been trying to lose this weight forever so I’m so so proud of my commitment, to allowing urges, all of it. I just laughed at my brain for finding something new to complain about so quickly.