I’m working on figuring out what to reallocate my desire to instead of buffering with social media or food. I find that I love painting and have for a long time. Yesterday I sat down and started the process and felt excited. But then after getting to it I started to feel overwhelmed by everything I needed to do and disappointment in my lack of talent. I want to desire painting and do it way more often because it brings me well being as opposed to just scrolling Instagram. But my head is getting in the way.